it’s just so frustrating that I care so much about you caring about me, i mean its not crazy to get mad about that kind of thing. we use to be so close and we loved eac hother so much and we hung out all of the time. but now since youve started smoking everyday and with cam everyday I never see or talk to you unless I make it happen, and even after I crashed my car the day after you couldnt even give me a heads up to say that you COULDNT come out and get me to get my graduation tickets, I do so much for you and I get nothing in return but an “im sorry” thats all i ever hear. I dont want us to end, but I can’t deal with this shit, i do not deserve it, i just wish you would change but I dont see it happening, specially seeing as how we’ve already talked about this and you said it would change but guess what it hasn’t. I dont even know what to do anymore. I love you, but maybe I love the old you more. whats wrong with me?